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18th-Oct-2009 04:14 pm(no subject)
Hate is such a strong word.

But when I think of you Hate is the only thing that I

can use to describe

the feeling that the thought of you, arises in me

A bonfire of flames within the ashes are the years that I've

wasted in the collaboration of memories that you,

So nonchalantly discarded for, someone who had disgraced you!

I, who had held you through the screams, through the hurt, through the tears of betrayal.

I dig my nails  into the earth in vengeance

through all your lies and reasoning  I find your disfiguring corpse appalling

A paroxysm

boiling in the pits of my abdomen I  disgorge my despair onto your remains

praying one day to be satisfied.

You heat

a sharpened needle to pierce your heart to feel if only a fraction of

the torment you have inflicted

an affliction that tortures the soul you have

so adamantly tried to defend with your false sense of justice!

No length of string can

mend your heart infested with worms,

continue to rot from the inside out , until you

are devoured by the gluttony of your own judgment.

From afar I sense, an avoidable destruction

an ongoing onslaught from one who despises the darkness

that plagues his own skin

and the eternal fascination with

What he can never be! 

You, insouciant, implode into a body of celestial proportion.

To

Reincarnate

and

escape me,

the only one who shall never grant

Your rest in peace.


...Ah, that felt good to finally get out.



QUOTE OF THE DAY

Anger ventilated often hurries toward forgiveness; and concealed often hardens into revenge. 
~Edward G. Bulwer-Lytton

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21st-Dec-2007 02:57 pm - Tired...
Clouds passing by slowly through out the sky,

in bunches,

fresh air, cold weather,

I shiver,

red nose ,teary eyes,

I quiver,

gripping...

A gust of wind,

strands of hair blows east,

dead tree branches,

unraked leaves, 

warmth,

a cat once passing by my feet, 

memories...

and I sleep. 



===== Lovely quote of the day=====

"A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous."
-Ingrid Bergman

19th-Dec-2007 07:17 pm - I Promise...
"You promise...",

because I don`t trust you, 

"I promise...",

because you don`t trust me,

Promises are asked to be made by people who find me untrustworthy, incapable, unreliable...

Staring at the  multitudinal amount of grey clouds in the sky today, in the pouring rain, in a daze.. 

I realize,

how many promises Ive made.

Promise, Promise, Promise,

I promise,

I will break away from promises,

because I am trustworthy, and

I am capable.... 

I will make it.
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